Hi, it's me.
It's been a while. It's been 8 years since I have last posted.
Sorry, I have been away. Life happened. And it happened some more. But I guess, some things don't change. I am still as lost and confused as before.
A lot of people see me as someone who got everything together, very much composed and calm. They don't see the inner turmoil, and how I have to think fast so it does not show. I hate being weak, I hate being vulnerable, I hate being a burden.
I usually end this blog when I am in a spot, when I want to make sense of things. When I want to just write, and let it out. Please don't judge me, I just want to be heard and make sense of things.
If I gather enough courage, I'll write down what bothers me. I hope I will be strong. I need all the positive juju I can get. 2024 has been so rough, I pray that 2025 is my year.
Please, Universe, I want to manifest it. Not just for me, but for the people I love.
